Here, one character (a non-artist) is commenting on the work of his roommate, Malcolm Dodd.
I don’t think Malcolm Dodd is a very good painter, but what
do I know about painting anyway? At night, when he is watching his pornography,
I sometimes sneak into the room he uses as a studio and have a look at what’s
on the easel. It’s usually a tangled web of lines and colours. If I look hard,
I might be able to see a bowl of apples or a tree, but often the subject of the
painting remains a mystery to me. I cannot really see the value in it, although
I will often like a particular colour. There was a red in one of the paintings
that was deep and yet shimmering, like the sun going down underwater. The red
outlined what looked like a range of hills, and I did think about that red after
I had left the studio. It did stay with me, not quite a feeling, not nearly a
memory, but something lasting; so I suppose one could determine that painting a
success—at least with me.
When I think about it, I think the red lasted for me as a
taste lasts in your mouth after something you’ve just eaten. The taste is so
much less than the food was, but it’s also something other than a memory
because it’s the echo of something so recent. What is it then? It’s not a
memory, but rather it’s a barrier against forgetting.
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